since i've shaken loose much of the baggage, i've been able to focus more clearly on the tasks in my day to day life, especially at work. i feel renewed, not overburdened & struggling like a pack mule trudging uphill. i feel free to get on with it. you know, life.
on The Kiddo's birthday, this past Wednesday, of course i was sad at times. i cried when i first woke up, remembering. and then i got on with it. a far cry from the past handful of years when i've been an unholy trainwreck, even in the privacy of my own home.
will i receive an update? that still remains to be seen.
so, in the meantime, let's get on with it, shall we?
